Oh how I wish.......

Quote: JerryChicken "Most of that is open and common knowledge and was when he was alive too, the main difference between then and now is the instant breaking of any news, access to that news from dozens of types of devices and sources, and a strange phenomenon of wanting to chop "heroes" off at the knees in a holier-then-thou attitude, something that the news media delight in doing but which was heavily controlled by the studios previously - the only reason that Kitty Kelley ever made a name for herself in the first place was that she didn't follow the rest of the pack in obeying the studio PR.

I've read her book on Sinatra incidentally and as a biography its pretty good especially of his early years - the fact that he went to extraordinary lengths to discredit it probably only lends more credence to it.'"

Jerry - You know the worst rumour about EH don't you? You know who I am, I think. I think you were at the same Headingley forum I was. LGJM is clearly not JS. I think you've made a dig at me over that very point. (Dodgy memory alert mainly because of my health right now, I may be getting people mixed up. My recollection of names is fried, everything else perfect IMO)

My first 5 incarnations weren't a way to hide who I was, they were pretty much my name. I absolutely wasn't trading on my source's name, I just didn't care enough to think too hard about a name. I have NEVER used what my source has told me about as a way to win arguments on here. I respect my source too much to do that. My source and I aren't even close. We are barely connected now and haven't been for years.

Having said all that. The access I have had to sport, along with my "unique" personality means I have a unique sporting and life viewpoint. I am a virtual asperger case with regard to people, but I'm kind of a Forest Gump of sniffing out BS, bias and the true story behind the headlines. I don't use Gump lightly. I don't feel unity with him. He was a great freak of fiction. But he just did was he wanted and was great. I kind of want to get what I want for the first time in my life and to hell with the consequences.

I really, really don't want to prove that. I would damage people I truly love. But with the way my life is going right now I think many people could get hurt.

I truly believe some good people HAVE been hurt by my actions in the last few days. I REALLY LIKE these people as well.

Just throw me an email and confirm you believe what I'm saying and I'm not totally nuts. I know I am being driven by illness. But I think I'm right and I think some people can see it too.

Throw me an email please. johnsenior1973@hotmail.com ask me anything. But don't make me think you want to hurt my source or the things I clearly love, I'll politely refuse.